Why????

Why is it so hard to trust God in the midst of a crisis? To truly believe what you know is true? I found out today that our country typically closes for several months and that would start soon. The big deal is that we are waiting on paperwork to get in that most likely will not get in before the country stops taking this information for around 3-4 months. The bigger deal is that our sweet Judah is already too old to stay where he is and daily the possibility rises that he will be moved to an institution.

I know that God is not surprised by this information. I also know that He is in control of all things and nothing happens apart from His will. So knowing these things and putting my trust in them are two different things. Do I trust God?....Yes!....Do I know that His ways are not my ways?....Yes!

Then what is my problem? Apparently my flesh and my mind are having a major parting of ways right now because I am STRESSED!!!! I covet your prayers that I would rest in what I know about my Lord and Saviour. His will only not mine be done. Thank you for caring and praying.

UPDATE: Adoption stress ends on Friday's at 5:00. Why? Because every office or person you need to contact has closed or gone home for the weekend. I think Friday's are the hardest. Trying to cram everything that didn't happen that week into one day. Monday it starts again but until then ....HELLO WEEKEND!