Thursday, February 9, 2012
What it would take :(
To get Alexis is like us doing an entirely different adoption. Double paperwork, different travel dates for court ect and almost all the fees all over again. I look at her face and I don't want her to stay there...headed for an institution...not ever knowing what having a mama means. I do know that we can't do it right now. My heart hurts knowing she is only hours away from Judah and yet she can't come home with him. It is hard thinking about leaving her behind. Sad post I know but right now I am sad for her. Please God give her a family. Not because my prayers are pure or because of anything except that you are God and you can do all things.
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I get it. I know. We struggle the same way. The door is shut for us right now. To see the pictures - To love certain children and to see a shut door. Oh the agony!! So we do what we can do. We yell. We holler. We pray.
ReplyDeleteI know the feeling. It is so hard to see the future of orphans and not be able to help. Praying her family finds her...........
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